yah mere lie spasht tha ki un sabhee ke beech


Naitik mittal ka kiradaar kaaphee achchha lag raha tha. vah apane madhy teesaven dashak mein ek gatisheel tha. unhonne ek aisee ejensee ke lie kaam kiya, jisake paas lagabhag pachaas any ejent the. lekin ejensee mein pravesh karane ke do minat ke bheetar, yah mere lie spasht tha ki un sabhee ke beech, vah sabase jyaada napharat karata tha. mainne use turant pasand kiya. jis kaaran se use apanee ejensee par pooree tarah se napharat thee aur poore udyog mein yah tha ki usane kabhee apana munh nahin dekha. ya kriyaen. ek baar jab vah ek graahak bana leta tha, to vah kuchh bhee aur sab kuchh karata tha taaki yah sunishchit ho sake ki bhayaanak ophar bahata rahe. vah har kisee ko jaanane ke laayak tha aur har kisee ke har gande rahasy ko jaanata tha. apane phaayade ke lie istemaal karane se pahale unhonne do baar nahin socha. adhik se adhik, unake tareekon par savaal uthae gae aur unakee bhaasha par bharosa kiya gaya. varshon mein unhonne udyog mein bitaaya tha, unhonne kaaphee dushman vikasit kie the. lekin isane kam se kam apanee saakh ko nahin hilaaya. unake muvakkilon ne kabhee bure din nahin dekhe aur unakee tasveeren kaee logon ke daart-bordon par ek sthaayee nivaas banae raheen. vah us tarah ka aadamee tha jis tarah aap galat nahin hona chaahate. lekin ek baar jab vah aapakee taraph tha, to aap nishchint ho sakate hain ki aapaka svaagat kiya jaega. kuchh bhee tumhen chhoo nahin saka. kuchh bhee to nahin. vah aapako staar bana deta. keval ek cheej jo mujhe chintit kar rahee thee, usane apane graahakon ko saavadhaanee se chuna. bahut hee saavadhaanee se. taara ne mujhe bataaya ki isane use chaar alag-alag, behad prabhaavashaalee logon se saat phon kol karavae the taaki vah usake saath pahalee baar mil sake. aur usake baad, usane use gril kiya tha aur aakhirakaar use lene ke lie sahamat hone se pahale poore saat maheene tak apana paseena bahaaya tha. mere paas us tarah ka samay nahin tha. agar cheejen vaisee hee chalatee raheen, jaise saat maheenon mein, mera kariyar mar jaega. lekin kam se kam vah mujhase milane ko taiyaar ho gaya tha. yah sab liya tha taara se ek chhotee phon kol thee. mainne tumase kaha tha-usane apane klinkaron kee achchhee dekhabhaal kee. poorv ya anyatha. mi. mittal aap dekhenge ki ab unaka sahaayak mere paas aaya aur bola. vah mujhase behatar dikhatee thee aur usakee poshaak khadaan se das guna mahangee rahee hogee. jaahir hai, main behad bhayabheet tha. usane mujhe apane kaaryaalay mein nirdeshit kiya, do baar daravaaja khatakhataaya aur use khola. sushree chhaavee mukharjee aapako dekhane ke lie yahaan hain, naitik, usane ghoshana kee aur chalee gaee. main daphtar mein ghusa aur idhar-udhar dekha. main prabhaavit tha paise kee jagah jagah. aur yah bahut bada tha. vishaal kee tarah. apaartament ke kam se kam do baar mainne vatsala ke saath saajha kiya. ek poora kone ek aaraamadaayak baithak kshetr ke lie samarpit tha, teen vishaal chamakadaar laal sophe ke saath poora, kamare kee lambaee ko kavar karane vaale aaleeshaan kreem kaaleen par vyavasthit. deevaar ka ek chehara pooree tarah se kaanch ke saath badal diya gaya tha, jisane shahar ka ek adbhut drshy diya. ek any kone mein ek kompaikt baar tha, jo alamaariyon aur baar stool par vyavasthit sharaab kee ek vistrt shrrnkhala ke saath poora hua kauntar ko gher liya. poore kone ko chaandee aur bhoore rang mein sajaaya gaya tha, spasht roop se baar ko baakee ke kaaryaalay se alag kiya gaya tha, sirph shaareerik roop se nahin, lekin mera dhyaan aakarshit kiya tha ki bade teekavud desk ke peechhe baitha aadamee tha, jo ek nae porsh kee tulana mein adhik ujjval chamak raha tha. mainne naeetik mein dekha, aadhee raat ke neele soot mein ek tej-tarraar kapade pahane, apane aaeemaik kee skreen par gaur se ghoor raha tha. ejent ke roop mein, vah ab tak ka sabase achchha dikhane vaala tha. vah nirdayee lag raha tha. usakee jabade mein koee daya nahin thee. lekin jaise hee mainne us par apanee aankhen daaleen, mainne use pasand karane ka phaisala kiya. jab tak usane munh nahin khola, vah hai. haay.mainne namrata se kaha chhavee mukharjee. tum yahaan kyon ho?  usane golee maar dee, phir bhee apane kampyootar ko ghoor raha tha. main, uh .. mujhe nahin pata tha ki kaise pratikriya doon. koee aanand nahin? aap mera samay barbaad kar rahe hain. bole. ya chodo baahar. main yahaan isalie hoon..mam. taara ne aapako mere baare mein bataaya hoga? vah itana haavee tha ki mainne usake saamane ek poorn vaaky dene mein saksham hone ke lie khud kee saraahana kee. jo spasht hai. aapako kaise lagata hai ki aapake sundar gadhe ko mere kaaryaalay mein pravesh mila hai? shree mittal, main- kya? lilee!  vah achaanak bhadak gaya, mujhe kaat diya. haan, naitik?  ek saans mein usaka sahaayak vahaan maujood tha. kya aap mere kaaryaalay se sushree chhaavee mukharjee ka maargadarshan karane aur apanee jeebh vaapas paane mein unakee madad karane ke lie paryaapt honge? lilee use ghooratee rahee. to aaee. nau! vah chillaaya. sushree mukharjee, krpaya. . lilee usake chehare par ek daraavanee abhivyakti ke saath mere paas gaee. kya? ve mujhe nikaal rahe hain? bas aisee? kyonki mainne usake keematee samay ke baare mein paanch sekand barbaad kar die? mujhe kuchh karana tha. vah meree ekamaatr aasha thee. shree mittal ..? kya? jab mainne kaaryaalay mein pravesh kiya tha, tab unhonne aag lagaee, aur theek se mujhe dekha. main chaahoonga ki aap mera pratinidhitv karen, mainne kaha, aur vishvaas ka ek sho oh haan? aap karenge? aur kyon bakavaas aap lene ke lie sahamat honge? kyonki main jo karata hoon, usamen achchha hoon. aur aap kya karate hai? vah phoot pada. main ek modal hoon jo aapako lagata hai ki main vaastav mein hoon? aap kee tarah ek khoonee bauna? aap kya hain? 41 "?  usane poochha, usakee aankhen mere shareer kee lambaee kee yaatra kar rahee hain. 55 "ek hee baat. donon ka matalab modaling indastree mein "no entree" hai. to main ek print modal hoon, mainne kaha, jaisa ki mainne shaant rahane kee koshish kee. to aapane pahalee baar mein aisa kyon nahin kaha? kya kisee ne aapako mera samay barbaad karane aur mujhe peshaab karane ke lie bhugataan kiya hai? mistar mittal, main- kya aap mujhe pahale hee chodana band kar denge?  vah achaanak uchhal pada. sir. meree lekin phir main tumhen aur kya kahoon? kya aapaka naam nahin hai? nahin. yahee mera saranem hai. naam vah hai jo "shree" ke baad aata hai aur "mittal" se pahale, usane majaak kiya, naatakeey roop se, mujhe bevakooph banaane ke lie shabdon par jor diya. theek hai. naitik, tab. naitik, main yahaan hoon kyonki mujhe aapaka ejent banane kee jaroorat hai. kyon? kya aapako jeevit, ladakiyaan banaane mein pareshaanee ho rahee hai? yah samajh mein aa raha hai main samajhaane laga lekin usane mujhe kaat diya. lekin tumane kaha tha ki tum kya karate ho? isalie yadi aap isamen bahut achchhe hain, to aapako meree aavashyakata kyon hai? kyonki main modaling mein achchhee hoon, na ki ophar laane mein। yadi aap kaaphee achchhe hain, to ophar aapako milenge. unhonne kaha ki aapako unhen laane kee jaroorat nahin hai. ab aisa kyon hona band ho gaya hai? apana aakarshan kho diya, kya aapane? aur aapane socha ki main aapakee chhotee naav ko tairata rahoonga? theek hai, tum buree tarah se galat the. bhaad mein jao kya?  mainne kaha. main dang rah gaya. bhaad mein jao yahaan se. mere kaaryaalay ke baahar, mere bhavan ke baahar. baahar! vah chillaaya. main vahaan khada use ghoor raha tha, samajhane kee koshish kar raha tha ki bas kya hua. kya vah kisee tarah kee bevakoophee bharee pareeksha thee? seeoaar vah sirph saada tha? aap abhee tak yahaan kya kar rahe hai? aapake "sir" ke kis bhaag ko samajhane mein mushkil huee? usane meree taraph dekha aur poochha. mujhe yakeen hai ki aapane ise bahut baar suna hoga, lekin main ise phir bhee doharaoonga-aap ek gadhe hain, mainne kaha ki isase pahale ki main chhodane jaoon. yadi vah chaar maheene ke lie taara ke maadhyam se chala gaya, to vah use lene se pahale, main ek jeevit ke lie moongaphalee bechana pasand karoonga. aur tum mere ho, ladakiyaan, vah peechhe se bulaaya. kshama keejiy? main chaaron or ghoom gaya. tumhaara kya matalab hai main tumhaara hoon? haan-mera. mera graahak, mera matalab hai. main apana bura nahin maanana ​​chaahoonga, haalaanki. mainne usakee taraph dekha, usaka chehara padhane kee koshish kar raha tha. vah mera pratinidhitv karane ke lie taiyaar hai? kya yah kisee tarah ka majaak hai? miliyan dolar kee abhivyakti kyon? usane poochha. kya aap mere saath majaak kar rahe hain? nahin. mere paas sabase gambheer kamabakht abhivyakti hai kya mujhe aisa lagata hai jaise main khoonee majaak kar raha hoon? to aap mera pratinidhitv karane ke baare mein gambheer hain? aur yahee vajah hai ki? mainne poochha. kyonki aap jo karate hain, usamen aap achchhe hain. main kya karoon? bauna modaling dayaneey oonchaee par nf 41 jo mere paas hai?  oh! isalie ab jab main aapako lene ka phaisala kar raha hoon, to aap mujhe nirarthak savaalon se gher sakate hain? usane poochha nahin, main gambheer hoon. tum mujhe kyon utha rahe ho? kya aapane mera koee kaam dekha bhee hai? beshak. main aapako kyonki taara kaha jaata hai ko dekhane ke lie sahamat kyon hua? mainne sujhaav diya. das minat ka antar tha, ladakiyaan. baad mein taara ne phon kiya aur isase pahale ki main aapako dekhane ke lie sahamat hua. das minat kaaphee the? das sekand paryaapt the, unhonne kaha. to aapane doosare khadaan minat, pachaas sekand kyon barbaad kie? main tumhen paane ke lie apane sitaaron ka shukriya ada kar raha tha! main. main phans gaya, na jaane kaise pratikriya de raha tha. vah ek mej badal gaya tha? phir? ajanabee. mainne usake baare mein jo kuchh bhee suna tha vah sachcha smaart, ghamandee, ahankaaree tha. ek dubala-matalab maachis. lekin vah mujhe ek graahak ke roop mein lene ke lie taiyaar tha. vah mujhe ek graahak ke roop mein lene ke lie taiyaar tha! naitik mittal ne socha ki mere andar abhee bhee yah hai. usane socha ki main usaka muvakkil hone ke lie kaaphee achchha tha. aur main unase sirph ek mulaakaat mein mila. yah sach hona bahut achchha tha. mujhe yah pata lagaane ke lie shabd nahin mile ki main kya kar raha tha. vo mera haath jhatakane ke lie uth gaee. naav par svaagat hai. chalo kuchh gambheer gadhe ko laat maaro. vatsala, tum kahaan ho? mainne usase phon par poochha ki shaam ko main ghar vaapas ja raha hoon. paanch mein raho jab tak vatsala vahaan pahunchee, main taiyaar tha. hamen us raat bas baahar jaana tha. ek maheene se adhik ho gaya tha ki vatsala ne kom kiya tha mumbee aur ham ek apaartament saajha kar rahe the. aur ham abhee bhee ek saath baahar jaane ke lie the. jeevan itana vyast ho gaya tha. naee naukaree aur bhayaanak premee ke saath. doosaree or, main aamataur par apana samay gujaarane ke tareeke khoj raha tha. lekin ab jab mere paas yah kikasait ejent tha, jo mere lie kaam kar raha tha, to mere paas itana khaalee samay nahin tha, kya main tha? kya tum kaheen ja rahe ho? vatsala ne poochha, jaise hee vah apaartament mein daakhil huee. aap achchhe lag rahe hain, vaise dhanyavaad. aur tum mere saath aa rahe ho. ham aaj raat paartee kar rahe hain. ham achaanak paartee kyon kar rahe hain? koee khaas vajah? kya aaj aapaka janmadin hai? nahin, bas chup raho aur taiyaar ho jao, mainne kaha. hamaare kaan mein jahar ghusate hee sangeet baj utha. bhale hee vatsala pooree tarah se us raat baahar jaane ke khilaaph thee, lekin main use samajhaane mein saphal raha. yah tab bahut aasaan ho gaya tha jab mainne ankit ko phon kiya tha aur use hamaare saath aane ke lie aamantrit kiya tha. main aisa nahin karata aur na hee vatsala ne meree chhotee ungalee ko dabaate hue kaha aapako pasand nahin hai kya? mainne poochha, chaaron or dekh raha hai. bheed bahut achchhee lag rahee thee aur sangeet shaanadaar tha. usake lie kya tha, pasand nahin? is. is jagah. log yahaan nrty kar rahe hain, usane kaha, jaise ki nrty usakee aankhon mein ek upanyaas avadhaarana thee. haan ve hain. yah vahee hai jo log disko mein karate hain. yahee kaaran hai ki mujhe disko pasand nahin hai. main isase napharat karata hoon! chhavee, mujhe daans nahin aata. main nrty nahin kar sakata! vah meree chhotee ungalee ko itanee jor se kheench rahee thee, ki mere haath se cheerane ka khatara tha. aaraam karen. aapako nahin karana hai. yah koee majabooree nahin hai. ham bas baithakar peeenge. main lagabhag usake chehare par saraasar aatank kee abhivyakti par jor se hansa. main to nahin peeta. mainne ek baar ghar se baahar nikalane ke baad shuroo karane kee yojana banaee thee, lekin ab yah mujhase kam se kam apeel nahin karata hai, usane kaha aur ek chehara banaaya. koee baat nahin. bas vaapas baitho aur sangeet ko enjvoy karo. ankit ko apane raaste par hona chaahie. andheree yahaan se bahut door nahin hai. jaisa ki mainne vahaan baithakar apanee sharaab chheenee, vatsala ne mujhe deeje bajane vaale har nae gaane ke baare mein jaanakaaree dee. vah ek sangeet sanakee thee. vah duniya ke har ek gaane ko jaanatee thee. yah khauphanaak tha. aur usane nrty nahin kiya. yah bhee daraavana tha. vah sirph unnees kee thee! vah kaise nahin naach sakatee thee? ankit kahaan hai?  usane kuchh der baad poochha. kisee bhee kshan yahaan hona chaahie, mainne uttar diya, chaaron or dekh raha hoon. yah ankit ka chehara nahin tha, mainne dekha "tushaar?" main jor se hairaan hua? vatsala ne poochha, jaisa ki main us disha mein dekh rahee thee, jise main ghoor raha tha. aap use jaanate hain? us pal mein, tushaar ne mujhe pharsh par dekha aur hamaaree or apana raasta banaaya. us raat usane ol-blaik kapade pahane the aur ab bhee hai. usake chehare par halkee see laalee. vah asaadhaaran roop se seksee lag rahee thee. mere dil ne ek dhadakan chhod dee. kya tum mujhe ghoor rahe ho?  usane gusse se poochha, jaise ki ham kahaan baithe the? mujhe baahar nikaalo?  mujhe achambhe mein daal diya gaya. vah achaanak ek muskaan mein bikhar gaya. bas majaak kar rahe hain! aapako apana chehara dekhana chaahie tha, vah hansee. vah kaun hai?  vatsala ne meree taraph dekha aur poochha. jor se. usake paas koee saamaajik kaushal nahin hai. bilkul shoony, main tumhen bataata hoon. are, main tushaar mehara hoon.  unhonne apane haath kee peshakash kee aur apana parichay diya. vatsala raathaur. chhaavee ke phlaitamet. unhonne aapako dekhane ke lie haath milaaya. chhaavee ne aapako mere baare mein bataaya hoga. donon kee taraph dekhane ke lie jaane se pahale ek ajeeb sa pal tha.  er ... vah ladaka hai jise mainne aapako us din ke baare mein bataaya tha, yaad hai? prasiddh photograaphar?  mainne yah dhaarana dene ke lie prasiddh par jor diya ki 1 usake baare mein achchhee baaten kah raha tha. vatsala ne haalaanki, mujhe isake bajaay pooree tarah se sharminda karane ka phaisala kiya. vah aadamee jise aap sochate hain ki aapane asurakshit seks kiya tha? usane sahaj roop se inaset tushaar kee aankhon se poochha aur hamane door dekha. main rsal par drshti se sir hilaaya aur use baat oh, maaph karana jaane ke lie use prastaav diya. mujhe aisa nahin kahana chaahie tha. vah 2wkward tha, usane kaha aur usake honth. mujhe drink chaahie, ’tushaar ne kaha. "aap ladakiyaan kuchh bhee chaahatee hain. ham donon ne na mein apana sir hila diya. vah paane ke lie door chala gaya. ham usake sharaab peene ke samaan the aur ham use jaate hue dekhate the. ek rok konsart mein kishor. bas paane ke lie paise kharch karane vaale tikat chaahie. use dekhen. usane dekha ki vah daasing kar raha hai. vatsala ne mere kaanon mein phusaphusaate hue kaha, vah bahut bhayaanak hai! tumane mujhe kyon nahin bataaya. vah tab tak lagabhag meree tarah sammohit thee. mere jaisa kaun hai? ankit ne peechhe se poochha, hamen chaunka diya. oh. , haay! bhagavaan ka shukr hai ki aap aae. chhaavee aboo hai: isalie is aadamee ke saath vyast ho jaata hoon. main boriyat se mar gaya hota, vaasala ne kaha kya ladaka hai? ankit ne poochha. vah aadamee vaheen hai. blaik baatama tee-shart mein. usane tushaar kee or ishaara kiya hamm ... choochee! ankit ne meree taraph dekha aur palak jhapakate hee kaha. haay. saiden plaan kyon? mainne ek ejent ko kaam par rakha hai. isalie mujhe lagata hai ki main ab vyast ho jaoonga. iseelie mainne socha ki ham aaj raat ka aanand lenge. yah bahut achchha hai. ek naya ejent-saadhan aur adhik ophar deta hai. mej, eh? main nishchit roop se aasha karata hoon. main ghabarae hue muskuraaya mujhe yakeen hai ki yah theek hoga.  vah vaapas muskuraaya. bas phir, hamane dekha ki tushaar ne hamaaree taraph vaapasee kee hai.  ankit raay ankit ne apana haath hilaaya kyonki tushaar vaapas hamaare saath aa gaya. tushaar mehara.  vah vatsala ka premee hai, mainne aapoorti kee, jaisa ki mainne tushaar ko dekha hamane thodee der ke lie chhotee baat kee, isase pahale ki vatsala ne mujhe samooh se door kar diya. kya main aapase ek minat baat kar sakata hoon? akela? vatsala ne mujhe dekha aur kaha. zaroor, mainne javaab diya. koee saamaajik kaushal nahin, mainne aapako bataaya. use sirph mujhe sharminda kyon karana pada? maaph keejie, ham log. ham vatsala ke saath mahilaon ke kamare mein jaane se pahale sirph ek minat ka samay lenge. tum aaj raat usake saath ja rahe ho? vatsala ne mujhase poochha ki main vosharoom mein apane aaeelainar ko phir se lagaatee hoon. mujhe vah pasand hai. bahut-bahut, mainne kaha. lagata hai. mahaan! to isaka matalab hai ki agar aap ankit ke saath jaate hain to aapako koee aapatti nahin hai? beshak. main kyon bura maanoonga? vah tumhaara boyaphrend hai!  mera matalab ab tha. main abhee usaka saath chhodana chaahata hoon! oh. theek hai, tum jo chaaho, mainne kaha. dhanyavaad, vah muskuraee aur usakee aankhen jal utheen. main dekh sakata tha ki vah uttejit thee. usake paas kaaran the. usaka prem jeevan apane charam par tha! jabaki main bas ek yaadrchchhik garm aadamee ke saath bana raha tha aur agale din bina kisee smrti ke jaag raha tha. kitana roomaanee. main poochh sakata hoon kyon? mainne poochha, haalaanki mujhe javaab pahale se hee pata tha. vatsala ke bhaavon ko dekhana hamesha majedaar hota hai. vah unamen se arabon hai. mujhe nahin lagata ki vah kabhee doharaatee hai. mujhe ankit kee jaroorat hai. jarurat. ab ham hanse aur baar mein logon se judane chale gae. lagabhag turant, vatsala ne ankit ke kaanon mein kuchh phusaphusaaya aur sekand ke bheetar, unhonne khud ko chhodane ka bahaana kiya. isalie? tushaar ne dekha, ek baar ham akele the. aap nrty chaahate hain? aaj raat nahin, main unakee aankhon se mila aur kaha. mujhe ek ladake ke saath hue kaaphee samay ho gaya tha. aur haalaanki main vaastav mein bura nahin tha, is aadamee ne mere lie kuchh kiya. main yah dekhane ke lie intajaar nahin kar sakata tha ki yah ham donon mein se kis tarah ka hoga. kisee tarah mujhe yakeen tha ki ham ek saath rok karenge, main vaastav mein isake baare mein ek jvalant tasveer nahin pa sakata tha. shaayad mujhe bistar par ek saath kalpana karane ke lie pahale usake saath karana hoga. to aap aaj raat kya karana chaahate hain? mera man padho, mainne kaha, seedhe ekt mein aana. main usake saath yahaan se jaana chaahata tha. phaast. usane mere dimaag ko padhane ka naatak karate hue ek pal ke lie mujhe dekha aur kaha, eev! itana ganda! yah vaastav mein bura saamaan hai jise aap aaj raat karana chaahate hain. kya aap ab bhee ruchi rakhate hain? mainne poochha, shoony se. kisee din ankit aur vatsala ke saath ab-ek din, main bhee kuchh saajha karane ke lie taras gaya. ya ho sakata hai, main sirph phoohad ho raha tha. mujhe lagata hai ki main paas ho jaoonga, usane sar hilaaya. theek hai phir. kisee aur kee talaash karega. koee hai jo jaanata hai ki kaise ko choomane ke lie kam se kam,. aap kah rahe hain main chumban kaise pata nahin hai?  usane poochha. vah vaastav mein aashcharyachakit tha. oh. mainne usake ahankaar ko chot pahunchaee. "yah chumban ki yahaan tak ​​ki ek chumban kaha ja sakata hai mahaan nahin tha?? aathaveen kaksha ke bachchon kee tarah chumban! vah das sekand seedhe ke lie mujhe dekhen. sach. jab bhee main yah soch kar ki aap mithaee, aap kuchh karane ke lie kahate hain ki kar rahe hain shuroo mujhe lagata hai ki anyatha mujhe lagata hai ki main muskuraaya hoon. haan, main jaanane ke lie shuruaat kar raha hoon. aur main aur adhik jaanana chaahoonga. aaj raat shuroo. oh, haan? lekin mujhe laga ki aap ab aur dilachaspee nahin le rahe the?  tumane mujhe apana man badal diya. unhonne kaamukata se kaha. isane mujhe thand lag rahee hai "sach mein? bahut bura, mujhe us aadamee kee tarah vahaan par pasand hai. mainne kaha, daans phlor kee saamaany disha mein gati. usane mujhe baanh se pakad liya aur mujhe disk se baahar nikaal diya. isalie? aap ek chumban ki phon hoga?
eh. tumhen pata hai, yah theek tha, mainne kaha, bhale hee main apane chumban ke prabhaav se reeling chaukhat tha. aadamee! purush hou chumban jaanata tha. aise adbhut hothon se aap aur kya ummeed kar sakate hain? aur kya mujhe sirph us tarah se pyaar nahin hua jis tarah se usakee tvacha ko meree tvacha ke khilaaph ghisane se! bas theek hai? vah bahut aahat dikhe. doston aur unake bade aham mudde, main bataata hoon haan. yah theek tha, mainne jhidak diya. main any logon ko jo aap chooma hai ko poora karana chaahate hain. sahee. ho sakata hai ki ve aapako ek ya do chaal sikha saken.  mainne gambheerata se sir hilaaya. usane mujhe phir se chooma, hinsak, lagabhag khud ko saabit karane ke lie. yadi yah sambhav ho gaya tha, ki chumban pichhale se bhee behatar tha. vah door ho gaya aur mere sir ko dekhane ke lie apana sir vaapas kar diya. isalie? usane poochha. main ise paanch mein se ek chaar doonga? das par, mainne kaha aur usakee or dekha. vah adhik uttejit nahin ho sakata hai. sabase pahale, usane mujhe dekha jaise ki mainne apana dimaag pooree tarah se kho diya ho. aur phir vah aakhirakaar samajh gaya ki main majaak kar raha hoon. mujhe lagata hai ki mujhe bas tab tak koshish karate rahana hoga jab tak main ise das par das nahin kar deta, eh? usane kaha. ek kampakampee meree reedh par chadh gaee. usane mujhe deevaar ke khilaaph dhakel diya aur mere shareer ko usake khilaaph kar diya. usaka munh is samay atirikt bal ke saath khadaan par aa gaya. usakee jeebh meree se joojh rahee thee, kyonki usane khud ko usake saamane aatmasamarpan kar diya tha. yah main kya socha tha ek chumban ho sakata hai aisa kuchh nahin tha. mainne pahale ek chumban mein is tarah ke junoon anubhavee kabhee nahin kiya tha. aap. vah ab bhee mujhe deevaar ke khilaaph khada kar raha tha, kyonki usaka haath mera haath pakad kar neeche gira hua tha. mainne usakee kaalee, chhilee huee baanh, meree rookhee tvacha ke khilaaph dekhane ke lie neeche dekha. kisee kaaran se, yah mujhe uttejit karata hai. usakee nasen usakee gaharee tvacha ke neeche theen, aur usakee hathelee khuradaree thee. isane ise bahut mardaana ehasaas diya. main pratyaasha mein kaamp gaya. aur phir, vah mujhe phir se chumban kiya gaya tha. aur is baar, yah khud ko saabit karane ke lie nahin tha. isamen ubad-khaabad, anaavaran bal nahin tha. is baar, isamen aisee sookshmata thee ki aisa mahasoos hua jaise pooree duniya ne mere chaaron or ghooma hai, mujhe ek aise aayaam mein tairate hue chhod diya, jisakee mainne kabhee kalpana bhee nahin kee thee. khadaan ke khilaaph usake munh ka dabaav itana maayaavee tha ki mere paas isake khilaaph koee bachaav nahin tha. mainne suna hai ki vah apane gale mein ek gaharee aavaaj karata hai, aur isaka matalab kya hai kee maanyata mein ek romaanch mahasoos kiya. vah mujhe chaahata tha. usake haath ab mere gale ko sahala rahe the, meree dres ke kapade ko ek taraph kar diya. main apane kandhe aur sekand baad kapade ko mahasoos kar sakata tha, main apane honthon ko us tvacha ke khilaaph mahasoos kar sakata tha jo usane vahaan ujaagar kee thee. d mainne kuchh bhee karane ka koee prayaas nahin kiya. mainne khud ko sthir karane ke lie usake kandhon par kuchh bhee nahin rakha. main kisee aur hee duniya mein tha. lekin jald hee, main aur adhik chaahata tha. mainne use apanee tee ke kolar se pakad liya aur use apanee or kheencha, usakee aankhon mein dekha aur muskuraaya. mainne apanee baahen usake gale mein daal deen aur usane mujhe neeche dekha, usaka haath meree dres ke neeche, meree jaanghon par reng raha tha. vah raat mere jeevan kee sabase achchhee raat thee. hamane usake hotal ke kamare ko nasht kar diya. aur ham kandom kee kamee se bhaage. haan, bhale hee unake batue mein ve chaar the. ab mujhe pata tha ki usane unamen se bahuton ko apane saath kyon rakha! aisa lag raha tha ki main lene ke lie thoda bahut tha, yahaan tak ​​ki usake lie bhee. ha chhavee, tushaar mere kaanon mein phusaphusae. meree aankhen kholeen aur usakee or dekha. vo pooree tarah se kapade pahane baitha tha, mere bistar ke kinaare. subah ho chukee thee. mujhe jaana tha. mera sir kal raat vaapas chala gaya. mujhe sab kuchh yaad tha. pratibhaashaalee. mujhe khed hai, lekin mujhe ab hotal se baahar kee jaanch karanee hai usane meree or dekhakar maaphee maangee aur kaha. oh. theek hai. main bistar par baith gaya. he bhagavaan. yah bahut sharmanaak hai. vah mujhe chhodane ke lie kah raha hai. sheersh par, mujhe ab mujhe kavar karane vaalee sheet ko door karana hoga, bistar ke chaaron or chalana hoga, nagn hona chaahie aur poore kamare mein pade hue mere kapade lene honge. bistar se vosharoom tak kee yaatra sabase lambee hotee hai jab aadamee jaagata hai. plasa ladaka aapako bahut lambe samay tak nagn nahin dekhana chaahie. yah usake lie aakarshan ko maarata hai, vahaan gaya, aisa kiya. tumhaare kapade milenge, usane kaha aur sab kuchh ikattha karane chala gaya. mainne use kamare ke chaaron or se apane kapade uthaate hue dekha aur main gulaabee sharama gaya. mujhe is baat ka koee andaaja nahin hai ki main raat se pahale itana bold kaise ho sakata hoon, keval agalee subah apane vaastavik aatm ko vaapas paane ke lie. yah aadamee. .. vah vaastav mein kuchh tha. mujhe pata tha ki yah sab galat anukram mein ho raha hai, lekin main use aur adhik jaanana chaahata tha. vah nahin tha ki ek ladakee sirph ek raat ke saath khadee hogee aur baad mein bhool jaegee. aur main ek aisee ladakee nahin thee jo kabhee bhee ek raat logon ke saath khadee thee. "dhanyavaad, mainne kaha, shaashvat roop se aabhaaree, jab usane mere kapade mujhe saump die. agar mujhe phoohad dikhane kee aashanka nahin thee, to main kasam khaata hoon ki mainne use uda diya hoga. nishchit roop se usane kaha aur usane meree or peeth kar lee, mujhe kuchh banae rakhane kee anumati dee. garima ke roop mein mainne vosharoom ke lie apana raasta banaaya. usane apane pahale se hee bhare baig ke saath bela ka naatak kiya. yah ladaka gambheer premee saamagree hai. main use kabhee jaane nahin de raha hoon, mainne khud se vaada kiya hai. plas-aaee vil yoo seekret yoo-seekret. bistar mein bhee bhayaanak! main sochata tha ki kya usane kabhee kuchh galat kiya hai. mainne dheere-dheere vosharoom mein apana raasta banaaya, darpan mein mera pratibimb mujhe maut se daraane ke lie paryaapt tha. main asaadhaaran roop se ghrnit dikh raha tha. ya shaayad yah isalie tha kyonki laaree thee. kapade. jis vyakti ko mainne dekha vah tushaar tha, aur main usakee tulana mein kaheen bhee khada tha. koee aisa kaise ho sakata hai .. ekadam sahee? jaisa ki mainne apane dhabbedaar aankhon ke mekap ko dhoya, mujhe aashchary hua ki kya tushaar mujhase poochhega. main pooree avadhaarana ke lie naya tha. khule rishton ka matalab hai, haan, mainne bahut se logon ko dekha hai, lekin main kabhee ek mein nahin tha. mere jeevan mein mere bahut kam rishte the, aur main un sabhee mein sharminda tha. yah hamesha ek aadamee, ek ladakee, pyaar mein kee tarah tha. mujhe nahin pata tha ki tushaar ke saath mere paas kya tha. ek ladaka, ek ladakee. ladakee ko ladaka pasand hai. ladake ko bhee ladakee pasand aa sakatee hai. kam se kam ladakee jo chaahatee hai. pyaar nahin ... ya tha? kis chhor se? kya vah gambheer tha? kya vo? plas-abhee bhee anishchit hai agar donon ke beech vaastavik prem tha-unhonne ek baar pyaar kiya tha. ya do baar. kya ve anany the? kya ve ek doosare ko dekh bhee rahe the? aap samajh sakate hain? main bhramit tha. jab main vaasharoom se baahar aaya to tushaar apane baig ke saath taiyaar tha. mujhe is baare mein bahut bura lagata hai, unhonne risepshan par kaha, jaisa ki unhonne chek aaut kiya tha. its oke no, riyalee. agar mere paas pakadane ke lie yah udaan nahin hotee. mai samajhata hun. isake baare mein chinta mat karo, mainne kaha. main thoda naaraaj tha, lekin vah itana pyaara aur chintit lag raha tha ki mainne use maaph kar diya. tll ise aap tak bana sakate hain. main tumhen kuchh samay ke lie baahar le jaoon. main agale haphte yahaan aaoonga. krpaya na kahen. "yah vaastav mein theek hai, tushaar. aapake paas nahin hai-" main gambheer hoon. krpya. mujhe is baare mein bahut bura lagata hai. mujhe aisa karane den, unhonne kaha ki ham hotal ke baahar khade the, aur hamaaree taiksee ka intajaar kar rahe the. kya yah tumhaara mujhase poochhane ka tareeka hai? aur yah sunishchit karane ke lie ki aap haan kahate hain, vah sahamat ho gaya. kaam kiya? yah ho sakata hai. "kya yah ek haan hai? main muskuraaya. usane taiksee ka daravaaja pakad liya jaisa ki main andar gaya. jaisa ki mainne use daravaaja band kiya aur apanee taiksee ke lie chalate dekha, mujhe bahut samay baad achchha ladaka laga! khair, hamane do taareekhon mein do baar baahar kiya. yah nahin tha ki aap kuchh naya kaise shuroo karate hain ... lekin, jo bhee ho. mere paas ab bistar mein ek saath ek jvalant, jvalant tasveer thee. yah bahut badhiya tha.