naya prastaav

ek vigyaapan philm ke nirmaata ke saath jhagada hua tha


daravaaze kee ghantee bajee aur main use lene gaya. yah ankit tha. aur hamesha kee tarah vah behad kyoot lag rahee thee. vatsala ek bhaagyashaalee ladakee hai-anivaary roop se pahala vichaar hai jo mere dimaag ko paar karata hai jab bhee main ankit ko dekhata hoon. aur vah din alag nahin tha. haay, usane kaha. are! andar aao, mainne kaha aur use andar jaane diya. sab kuchh kaisa hai? achchha. kuchh bhee mahaan nahin hai, haalaanki, mujhe anubandhon ke saath pareshaanee ho rahee hai? haan. bas, ek hee pareshaanee hai ki mujhe koee nahin mil raha hai, mainne dukhee hokar kaha. ek vigyaapan philm ke nirmaata ke saath jhagada hua tha. unhonne sunishchit kiya ki mujhe koee any asainament nahin mile.

naya prastaav


 vah aisa kar sakata hai? aur aap isake baare mein kuchh nahin kar sakate? zaruree nahin. main sirph ek modal hoon. kaun paravaah karega? aur nishchit roop se vah samrddh hai. kya main madad karane ke lie kuchh kar sakata hoon? "naah! yah theek rahega. mujhe yakeen hai ki yah abhee asthaayee hai. kam se kam mujhe isakee ummeed thee. shubhakaamanaen, unhonne kaha. vatsala kahaan hai? shovar mein, mainne kaha. vaastav mein? usane poochha aur main usakee abhivyakti par hansa. haan sach. aur vah bahut baar aisa karane ja rahee hai. iam isakee dekhabhaal karane ja raha hoon mainne ghoshana kee. yah aasaan hoga, asalee mujhe bas use yah yaad dilaana hoga ki ab vah shaareerik roop se ankit ke saath shaamil hai, vah sambhavatah apanee snaan-virodhee jeevan shailee ke saath jaaree nahin rakh sakatee. aur choonki unaka rishta abhee bhee haneemoon ke daur mein tha, isalie vah ankit ko prabhaavit karane ke lie har dard sahatee thee, mujhe yakeen tha. khair, isake saath shubhakaamanaen, ankit hanse. tum yahaan ho! vatsala ne kaha, rahane vaale kamare mein. are ankit use gale lagaane ke lie utha tha tum bahut garm lag rahee ho, vatsala ne gambheerata se kaha, use dekhane ke lie apane aalingan se baahar nikalee. to aap hain, usane javaab diya. nahin, aap vaastav mein garm lag rahee hain, usane kaha, mujhe poochhane ke lie mud raha hai, kya vah garm nahin dikh rahee hai? bilkul main ankit kee aankh se mila aur jhaanka. agar koee aisa vyakti tha jise mujhase jyaada taareeph karane mein pareshaanee thee, to vah vah tha. aur vatsala itanee eemaanadaar dikh rahee thee ki isane mujhe lagabhag hansa diya. jald hee, ve din ke lie chale gae, ek achchhee baat ko chhodakar, jaisa ki unhen ek saath dekh raha tha, main unhen bistar mein kalpana karane se khud ko madad nahin kar sakata tha. mujhe pata hai ki yah ek prakaar ka vikrt-eesh hai, lekin yah mere saath hamesha aisa hee raha hai.

naya prastaav

 agar koee ladaka apanee ladakee ko mujhase milavaata hai, to mera dimaag turant bistar par ek saath unakee kalpana karane lagata hai. shaadiyaan mere lie vishesh roop se kathin hain. jab se main unase pahalee baar mila tha, mainne ankit aur vatsala kee shaareerik roop se atyadhik sangat hone kee kalpana kee thee aur ab se ve vaastav mein kitane mahaan the, vistaar se jaanate hain, us subah ek doosare ke saath dekhane par jo tasveer mere dimaag mein aaee thee vah bahut hee shaanadaar thee. . jvalant. yah ek achchhee baat thee jo unhonne mere dimaag ko padhane se pahale chhod dee. yah anyatha sharmanaak hota. mainne apane laipatop ko chaaloo kar diya, poore din enatorej dekhane kee yojana ke saath ankit vatsala ko unakee taareekh ke baad shoot karane ke lie chhodane ja raha tha. isalie mujhe pata tha ki vah raat tak vaapas nahin aaegee. edriyan ke saath din bitaana ek achchha vichaar tha. main us din ke apane lagaataar aathaven episod ke aadhe hisse mein tha jab daravaaje kee ghantee bajee. yah aaliya thee. namaste. kya ho raha hai? usane apaartament ke chaaron or dekha aur poochha. jyaada kuchh nahin, mainne apana petent javaab diya. sirph laipatop par kuchh dekh raha hoon.  mainne aintouragai nahin kaha. vah ek gosip garl aur 90210 prakaar kee ladakee thee.

naya prastaav

 hataash grhiniyon ko bhee, mujhe sandeh tha. to, vah kabhee nahin milega. ham is maamale mein alag-alag tarang dairdhy the. hamm. aapake paas peene ke lie kuchh hai?  usane anaavashyak roop se poochha, kyonki vah pahale se hee phrij mein thee. beeyar, mujhe lagata hai, mainne javaab diya, anaavashyak roop se bhee, jaisa ki usane pahale hee ek kain nikaal liya tha aur usakee ninda karane kee prakriya mein tha. alaliya ab tak mere dvaara gyaat sabase bhaaree sharaab peene vaalon mein se ek tha. usake kaaran the. aapako ek chaahie? nahin, dhanyavaad, mainne javaab diya. vah sophe par phlop huee aur ghoshana kee, mujhe kuchh achchhee khabar milee hai! kya? mainne poochha, utsaahit. naya kaam? mere lie? usake lie? eemaanadaaree se kahoon to mujhe utana hee khushee hogee agar yah usake lie hai. mujhe jitana chaahie tha, usase jyaada use chaahie tha. mujhe ek vigyaapan mila ... ek teleevijan vigyaapan mein ham donon ke lie. are vaah! ek dam badhiya! isake lie vigyaapan kya hai? "kandom, usane saralata se kaha. kshama karen. haan, aapane ise sahee suna hai. kandom. main kahane ke lie kuchh bhee nahin soch sakata. kya yah kisee tarah ka hai." ek majaak kee? hamen kandom ke vigyaapan mein kaast hone ka ophar mila? aur aaliya vaastav mein isake baare mein utsaahit hai? kya vah pooree tarah se apana dimaag kho chukee hai? to, kya aap andar hain? aaliya..mainne kuchh kahane kee koshish kee. usake chehare par abhivyakti ne mujhe dara diya. vah itanee alag dikh rahee thee. isalie alag ho gae. maano usane duniya kee kisee cheez kee paravaah nahin kee. dekhie chhavee, hamen bas itana karana hai aur das sekand ke lie kaimare ke saamane khade rahana hai. ham leed nahin hain. hamaare paas sanvaad bhee nahin hai. lekin, yah mujhe pata hai. lekin yah itana bura nahin hai. susangat roop se socho-isake bilkul shoony kaam aur aasaan paise. phir bhee. main kandom ke vigyaapan mein khud ko kaast karane kee kalpana nahin kar sakata tha. aisa nahin hai ki mainne kalpana karane kee bahut koshish kee, haalaanki. aur aisa isalie tha kyonki main nahin chaahata tha. main us buree haalat mein nahin tha. main ise le raha hoon. isake baare mein socho. aapake paas koee any vikalp nahin hai. philahaal, mere paas aur koee vikalp nahin hai. lekin main karoonga. kuchh oopar aa jaega, mainne kaha, usase jyaada khud ko samajhaane ke lie. kab? oh, aao chhavee! moorkh mat bano. yah prastaav tab len jab yah abhee bhee mej par ho. aaliya, main nahin kar sakata. kyon? yah shaayad hee ashleel hai! yah sirph ek aur khoonee vigyaapan hai. nark, aapake paas vallee shoot par aapake shareer par adhik kapade honge. mujhe pata tha ki vah jo kah rahee thee vah sach tha. aur mujhe pata tha ki us prastaav ko paarit karane ke lie shaayad yah ek galatee thee, kyonki koee bhee hamen notis nahin karega, prshthabhoomi mein kaheen bhee khada tha, lekin kandom braand ke lie vigyaapan ne mujhe bahut achchha laga. yah apamaanajanak laga. apamaanajanak. ho sakata hai ki aaliya ke kariyar ko aise hataash upaayon kee jaroorat thee. mera nishchit roop se nahin kiya. abhee nahin, kam se kam. chhavee, mujh par bharosa karo-le lo. main nahin kar sakata mainne apana sir hila diya. theek hai phir. aapaka nukasaan, vah sharma gaee. mujhe nahin pata tha ki us din aaliya mein kya hua tha. vah aamataur par nakaaraatmak nahin thee. lekin us din, vah jis tarah se abhinay kar rahee thee, vah vaastav mein daraavana tha, mujhe pata tha ki mera khud ka kariyar usase kaheen behatar sthiti mein tha, lekin use aise dekhakar mujhe thand lag gaee. do saal lain mein lagane ke baad kya main bhee vaisa hee ban jaoonga? shaayad yah samay tha jab mainne apane modaling kariyar ke baare mein kuchh gambheer kiya. mainne poore din isake baare mein socha aur yah tay kiya ki yah ek ejent ko kaam par rakhane ke lie uchch samay tha. mujhe kisee aise vyakti kee jaroorat thee jo is baat ka khyaal rakhe ki mujhe niyamit roop se apanee mej par ophar mile. mujhe pata tha ki mere pe chek se paise ka ek achchha hissa usake paas jaega, lekin main apane bhugataan ko saajha karane ke saath theek tha. yah shoony vetan praapt karane se behatar tha, kam se kam. mainne googlai par murnbai mein upalabdh achchhe ejenton kee talaash kee aur unamen se lod khoj mein aaya. mujhe koee suraag nahin tha ki kya karana hai, kisake paas jaana hai. tab mujhe taara kee yaad aaee. vah ek modal bhee thee aur mainne pichhale kuchh saalon mein kuchh projekts par usake saath kaam kiya tha. aur main ek tathy ke lie jaanata tha ki vah ek ejent tha. mujhe usake baare mein kuchh ullekh karate hue yaad aaya. mainne usaka nambar daayal kiya. namaste? usane uttar diya. are. kya yah taara hai? haan. yah kaun hai? chhavee mukharjee. tum mujhe yaad karate ho? mainne poochha. umm, chhavee beshak! kaho. kya ho raha hai? zyaada kuchh nahin. aapaka kaam badhiya chal raha hai? haan, main achchha hoon. isalie? aapane mujhe kaise yaad kiya?  usane poochha. darasal, main ek ejent kee talaash mein tha. kya aap kisee ko sujhaav de sakate hain ki mujhe oh, ke lie chaahie? go naitik mittal. vah mera ejent tha. asalee haan. us par aankh moondakar bharosa kar sakate hain! tha?  mainne poochha. agar usane use nikaal diya, to main use kyon kaam par rakhoon? haan. mainne modaling chhod dee, kya aapane nahin suna? umm, nahin. main vaastav mein haal hee mein paash mein nahin raha hoon. aap kyon chhod rahe hain, haalaanki? main laga hua hoon meree shaadee ho rahee hai! main usakee aavaaj mein uttejana sun sakata tha. oon badhaee! yah to bahut achchhee khabar hai! main khush tha, vaastav mein usake lie khush hoon. bhale hee main usase bas kuchh hee samay pahale mila tha, main hamesha yadyapi tha: vah modaling udyog ke lie nahin thee. vah kabhee-kabhee bahut khoee huee dikhatee thee, jaise baarah saal kee umr mein ek bade kaarnival mein. dhanyavaad. main bahut khush hoon, usane kaha. main usakee aavaaz mein lagabhag laakh-vaat kee muskaan dekh sakata tha. oh, tum use nahin jaanate. paarth shreevaastav vah is udyog se nahin hain. ham ek paartee mein aapasee doston ke maadhyam se mile the. aur main usase bahut pyaar karata hoon. bahut badhiya lag raha hai! mainne muskaraaya. suno, tumhen bas shaadee mein aana hai. yah mumbee mein hai, isalie aapake paas koee bahaana nahin hai. aur apane saath kisee ko le aao. oh theek hai. mujhe aakar achchha lagata. aur dekhen ki aapaka hone vaala pati kaisa dikhata hai. aur tum log ek saath kya karoge. bistar mein. main aapako ek aadhikaarik nimantran bhejoonga. aur main aapako naitik ke sampark bhee mel karoonga. mera vachan lo, use kirae par lo. aapako kabhee bhee usake jaisa bhayaanak ejent nahin milega. mainne raahat kee saans lee |
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