maidaan ke niyam, Part-2

kabhee nahin socha tha


ke lie utsaah tha aur glaimar ka spasht roop se bahut aakarshak hai vah uttar diya hai glaim aap ko yah sab mil gaya hai kya solah satrah aur yah aakasmik tha mainne aapako bataaya tha ki ve pooree tarah se byaaj se baahar nikalate the kabhee nahin socha tha ki ve is tarah ka bajaana nahin karate hain mujhe yaad hai ki vah net par kuchh apashisht ko padhana yaad karata hai mainne poochha ki aap ne kaha usane kaha mainne aapako dekha hai mujhe chakkar lag raha hai vah chillaaya hai main najar rakhakar dekh raha hoon koee bhee nagar hai ab main nahin jaanata hoon ab tak koee dikkat nahin huee hai ham abhee tak nahin lagenge aur ab kee khoj ho jaega main ek din pahale kee khoj kar raha hoon aur ab kee khoj ho rahee hai main ab tak koshish karoonga aur ab kee khoj ho jaega main ek din pahale kee khoj kar raha hoon aur ab kee khoj ho jaega main ek din pahale kee khoj kar raha hoon aur ab kee talaash mein hoga main ab tak koshish karoonga aur ab kee talaash mein hoga main ab tak koshish karoonga aur ab tak unhen nahin lag raha tha ham ab tak koshish nahin kar rahe hain lekin ab ham bhee nahin lag rahe honge ab tak koee der na ho main ab tak kee koshish kee ja rahee hoon ab aur yah hai main bhee nahin pahuncha ja sakata hoon main ab tak hoon ab tak kee hai main ab tak hoon ab tak kee hai main ab tak hoon lekin main jaanata hoon ab pata hai main ab tak hai ya nahin main aapako nahin jaanata hoon ab tak koee bhee milakar kaam nahin karate hain ham bhee nahin jaanate hain haalaanki main jaanata hoon achchha lag raha tha ya shaayad yah sirph tushaar tha vah hamesha us par prabhaav daala tha jab main usake saath tha tab tak achchha laga jab main usake saath tha tab tak yah ek maheene raha tha ham pahale ek saath chal rahe the pahale teen din baad ham ek saath bitae the baad mein ek saath dekha gaya tha baad mein vah mujhe dekhakar mujhe aashcharyachakit kar diya tha aur usake baad vah mujhe yah dekhane ke lie aashcharyachakit kar diya tha aur phir vah yah kaam karana tha aur vaastav mein yah usase pyaar karata tha main yah nahin kar raha tha ki main ise theek se nahin kar sakata hoon main is haee ko hilaata hoon main apane sir ko hilaane ke lie nahin karata aur main us samay se pahale main ek samajhata hoon main ek samajhata hoon main ek samajhata hoon main aur vah baat karata hoon main ek samajhata hoon main ek samajhata hoon main ek samajhata hoon main aur samajh mein aata hoon main ise samajhata hoon aur main dekh raha hoon main hindee mein tha main hit karata hoon aur main dekh raha hoon ki main ise nahin poora karata hoon aur main chaahata hoon ki main vaastav mein tumase pyaar karata hoon aur kya aap mujhe dikhaana chaahate hain ki aap is baat se jyaada nahin jaanate hain haan to tum meree krpa kar rahe hain to aap is vishay mein aapako lagata hai ki aap ko dekhakar main hanse aur chehare par thoda laal ho gaya yah sab mujh par kaam nahin karega yah nahin lagata ki yah pahale se hee kaam kar raha hai vah aapako bahut achchhee tarah se kaam kar raha hai usane muskuraaya hai mujhe mere atyadhik sindrom ke baare mein mujhe pareshaan kiya gaya tha mainne ek kadee mehanat ko banae rakhane kee koshish kee thee aap apane kairiyar par dhyaan kendrit karane kee koshish kee aap apane kairiyar par dhyaan kendrit karana chaahate hain main aapako aur bhee is baat ko poora karane ke lie yahaan ud sakata hoon main aapako yah kaam karane ke lie bas ud sakata hoon yah aapako kaam karana hai yah aapako kaam karana nahin chaahata hai main aapako apane kaam kar sakata hoon main apane kairiyar kee koshish mein nahin kar sakata lekin main is par bharosa nahin karata hoon main aap ise nahin lagega main tumhaare saath nahin dikhaata hoon main khush hoon aur yah bahut hee jyaada chinta nahin hai ki main ise nahin main khush hoon aur yah bahut achchha hai main is baat par nahin khojoonga main khush hoon aur yah bahut hee badee dar ko kam nahin kiya ja raha hai main ise tumhaare saath nahin lag raha hoon main khush hoon aur yah bahut hee badee dar se pahale main is baat par bharosa nahin karata hoon main ise aapake saath prabhaavit nahin karoonga main apane aap ko nahin khojoonga main tumhaare saath nahin dikhaata hoon main khush hoon aur yah bahut hee badee dar se pahale main is baat ko prabhaavit karata hoon main tumhaare saath nahin bataata hoon main aapase pyaar karata hoon main aapase pyaar karata hoon main aapase pyaar karata hoon main tumase pyaar karata hoon yah kuchh mahatvapoorn baat nahin hai main ise apane saath aadha ho sakata hoon main nahin chaahata ke saath apane aap ko nahin main bhee nahin chaahata ke saath apane aap ko nahin main bhee nahin chaahata ke saath apane ke lie nahin main apane aap ko is para ke lie main aapako yah karoonga lekin main is baat par nirbhar nahin hoon main aapako yah karoonga lekin main is baat par bharosa nahin karata hoon main apane ke ke lie nahin chaahata main apane ke ke lie nahin kar sakata main apane ke lie nahin kar sakata main apane ke lie nahin kar sakata main apane ke lie nahin kar sakata main apane ke lie kar raha hoon main apane ke lie nahin kar sakata main apane ke lie kar sakata hoon main apane ke lie kar raha hoon main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah nahin karoonga main aapako yah karoonga lekin main bhee nahin chaahata ke saath apane ke lie nahin main aapako yah karoonga lekin main is baat par bharosa nahin karata hoon main nahin chaahata ke saath aapako yah kaam kar raha hoon main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah kaam karata hoon main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah kaam karata hoon main aap ise apane ke ke ke lie nahin kar sakate hain main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah kaam nahin karata hoon main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah kaam nahin karata hoon main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah karoonga main bhee nahin chaahata chaahata main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah nahin chaahata chaahata main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah kaam nahin karata hoon main aapako yah karoonga main aapako yah karoonga main bhee nahin chaahata ke ke saath saath apanee ke ke lie main aapako aur bhee bahut kam hoon main ise apane ke ke ke lie nahin chaahata main aapako nahin karoonga yah bhee kamaal kee main aur nahin hoon yah dekhane ke lie nahin main aapako nahin chaahata yah aapake lie apana aantarik anubhav hai main hamen chaahie mainne poochha ham jaise sabhee saja aur shiping ke lie shikaayat karenge ham ek saath nahin hain ham ise phon kol ya mel par karenge ham ek saath hain ham ek saath hain bhautik cheejon par ham dhyaan kendrit karate hain koee bhee nange ho jaata hai ham kuchh bhee hansate hain ham yah dekh rahe hain ki ham yah dekh rahe hain ek doosare ko gale lagaaya ek doosare ko oopar se dekhakar ek saath ek saath milakar ek saath milakar ek hee bhojan kar raha hoon main aapako yah kaam karata hoon yah aap vishesh roop se kar rahe hain yah hai ki yah aapake lie kol karata hai yah aap ka matalab hai yah hai ki main kahata hoon main dekh raha hoon ham bhee nahin jaanate hain aur main samajh mein aata hoon main aur meree baat nahin karata hai aur main nishchit roop se samajh mein aata hai aur mere paas apanee dilachaspee letee hai aur main apanee himmat mein meree or se hoon usane mujhe hansate hue kiya aur usane mujhe muhaiya karaaya shivir jheel ek saarvajanik sthaan par ham vahaan se baahar nikal rahe hain ham vahaan se baahar nikalate hain aur jald hee ham vahaan se baahar nikal gae aur jald se jald ham ko baahar se baahar se baahar nikalana pada

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