mujhe ek shaant sadak yaatra par le jao !

aadhe se bhee kam, usane javaab diya.


Aapake phesabuk par 2437 dost hain, mainne vatsala ke bagal mein baithakar dekha, kyonki vah apane laipatop par nazar gadae hue thee. kis tarah? kyonki main mitr anurodh sveekaar karata hoon jab log unhen bhejate hain. aap sabhee anurodhon ko sveekaar karate hain? aadhe se bhee kam, usane javaab diya. aur aap kis aadhaar par pushti ya anadekhee karate hain? main unakee profail jaanakaaree kee jaanch karata hoon. ve jo sangeet sunate hain aur jo kitaaben unhonne padhee hain. aap har us vyakti kee prophail dekhate hain jo aapako ek anurodh bhejata hai? mainne poochha. haan, jyaadaatar baar. haalaanki, agar hamaare tees se adhik paarasparik mitr hain, to main bina jaanch kie sveekaar kar leta hoon, usane gambheerata se kaha "to yahee ki aapake paas mere paas karane ke lie aur kuchh nahin hai, usane poore din ephabee par kaam kiya.

mujhe ek shaant sadak yaatra par le jao !


yadi aap soch rahe hain ki vatsala ko itane saare mitr anurodh kyon mile, to main aapako bataoonga ki kyon. pahala-vah sundar tha. doosaree-usane ek baar ek kitaab likhee (phesabuk par chhathee ke saath pyaar mein padane vaalee ladakee ke baare mein kuchh bakavaas). aur teesara-vah har haphte ek baar teevee par tha. usakee apanee ek chhotee phain pholoing thee. aur vah sirph unnees thee! kabhee-kabhee, aisa mahasoos hota hai ki vah mujhe heen mahasoos karane ke lie ek devee thee kya koee vishesh kaaran hai jisake lie aap anurodh sveekaar karate hain? haan. yahee kaam ronit karata tha, usane kaha bas ronit. ronit oberoy da vatsala ne us kitaab- lav @ phesabuk ke baare mein likha hai. jis veeje se use pyaar ho gaya. vah ek baar usake saath itana paagal ho gaya tha, ki vah kisee doosare ladake ke baare mein soch bhee nahin sakatee thee. vah har us ladake kee tulana karatee hai jo ronit ke paas jaata hai aur kisee bhee tarah ronit unakee aankhon mein se har ek se behatar hota hai. koee paas bhee nahin aaya. vah use ephabee par dank maaratee aur kalpana karatee ki vah usake lie kuchh karatee hai. jo, jaahir hai, sach nahin tha. usake lie, vah sirph ek aur paagal prashansak tha, jo kabhee bhee use akela nahin chhodega aur use moorkhataapoorn sandeshon se pareshaan karata rahega. keval, vah aisa mahasoos nahin kiya. jab use aakhirakaar ehasaas hua, to usane isake baare mein ek kitaab likhee! jo keval ek achchhee cheej thee jo us junoon se baahar aaee thee. jab vah apane hosh mein vaapas aaee to vah usake paksh mein ankit ke lie avishvasaneey roop se bhaagyashaalee thee. vah hamesha se usake saath pyaar mein thee aur vah tab thee jab usane ronit ke jeevan ke adhyaay ko band kar diya tha. vah aakhirakaar ronit se aage nikalane mein saphal rahee. yadyapi, yadi aap mujhase poochhen, to mujhe vaastav mein samajh mein nahin aata ki yah itana kathin kyon tha. haan, ronit bahut garm tha, usake ek gaal par us manamohak gash ke saath aur athoritee kee hava use apane saath le jaatee dikh rahee thee. lekin isake alaava dimpal aur theek hai, band karo. jhooth nahin bolana chaahie. usake prati nishpaksh hona-vah taipika lamba, andhera, sundar tha. kuchh gambheer, khataranaak garm cheejen. lekin, isaka saamana karate-karate vah ek selibritee the. kya aukaat thee vo unhonne vatsala par dhyaan diya hoga aur unhonne kuchh vishesh saajha kiya hoga?

mujhe ek shaant sadak yaatra par le jao !


 ronit ne doston ko joda, to aapane bhee yahee karane ka phaisala kiya? sahee. to, ankit ke saath cheejen kaisee chal rahee hain? "mainne vishay badalane ke lie kaha. bahut badhiya!" vatsala ka chehara achaanak se jal utha. mainne muskuraate hue kaha, kuchh jyaada hee hosh mein hai. to, kya aap mujhe isake baare mein bataana chaahate hain? umm hamane baahar kar diya. vah mujhase saamana karane ke lie laipatop se ​​door ho gaya aur kaha. to nahin? aap pichhale chhah maheenon se aisa kar rahe hain? mainne nirdosh abhinay kiya, haalaanki mujhe bahut achchha vichaar tha ki usaka kya matalab hai. yah aksar aisa nahin hota hai ki mujhe vatsala sharamaana dekhane ko milee, aur main chaahata tha ki yah yathaasambhav lambe samay tak chale. mera matalab hai. ham sabhee tarah se chale gae, vah tab tak bahut sharamaate hue kaha, sab tarah se! chhavee! tum jaanatee ho ki mujhe kya matalab hai ki main hansata hoon? ’beshak! main bas maze kar raha tha. to? yah kaisa tha? yah um tha, theek hai, mujhe lagata hai. bas theek hai. haan.  usane apane kandhon ko sikod liya. mainne apane jeevan ke pahale pyaar ke baare mein kabhee bhee kisee ladakee ko itana gair-jimmedaar nahin dekha tha. aur vatsala, us samay. vahee ladakee jo kuchh sekand pahale itanee buree tarah se sharama rahee thee? kya tum mera apaharan kar rahe ho?  mainne chaunkate hue kaha. haan, main tumhen mazaak kar raha hoon! yah aashcharyajanak tha. aashcharyajanak. yah ekamaatr aisa shabd hai jo mujhe kaisa lag raha hai. kamaal hai. vah bahut hee manamohak lag raha tha, usakee aankhon ke saath sabhee ujjval aur usaka chehara ek vistrt mein vibhaajit ho gaya. muskaan. mujhe achaanak ehasaas hua ki kaise vah ankit se bahut pyaar karatee thee, jitana usane socha tha usase bahut adhik, kam se kam. yah chot nahin lagee? mainne poochha. mera pahalee baar kiya. bahut. jyaadaatar kyonki dheemee neeyar shabd aadamee ke shabdakosh mein aaya. nahin bahut jyaada nahin. shuruaat mein bas thoda sa. main pahale to bahut dar gaya tha,. vah door bhaagatee hai, kuchh bhee nahin dekhatee, usake chehare par ek muskaan ke saath mujhe pata tha ki vah ise yaad kar rahee thee. mainne muskaraaya. aur main sveekaar karata hoon-main thoda eershyaalu tha. baad mein, jab mainne aakhirakaar use sone jaane diya, to ankit ke saath usake har minat ka vistaar karane ke baad, main apane bistar par akela baitha tha, aashcharyachakit tha. kya mauke the ki main apane jeevan mein ankit jaisa koee paoon? koee hai jo mujhe nisvaarth roop se pyaar karega, bina shart meree dekhabhaal karega, itanee seksee dikhengee aur mujhe desh bhar kee sadak yaatra par le ja sakatee hain? yahaan, mujhe yah spasht karana chaahie ki ankit sadak yaatra par vatsala ko nahin le ja raha tha. yah sirph itana tha ki mujhe ek aisa premee chaahie tha jo mujhe ek par le jae. kalpana keejie-main ek haarle par usake peechhe baitha tha, use pakade hue, mere re bans pahane, hava ke saath mere peechhe mere lambe baal ud rahe the. mere balki ichchhaadhaaree vichaaron ko mere phon bajane se pareshaan kiya gaya tha. dopahar 1 baje kaun mujhe phon karega? hchllo? are, chhavee ne tushaar ke phon ke doosare chhor se ek aavaaz dee. us raat baar se, yaad hai? tasaveer kheenchane vaala? usane meree yaadadaasht ko hansaane kee koshish kee. yaqeenan aap mujhe yaad ho! main aaj raat nashe mein nahin hoon. sahee. mujhe laga ki aapako yaad nahin hai ... maano vah koee ladakee thee jise kabhee bhee bhulaaya ja sakata hai. khaasakar un chhah paiks ko dekhane ke baad vah apanee tee-shart ke neeche chhip gae. aur vah alavida chumban. oh yaar, chumban ... mujhe yaad hai. to-main dekh raha hoon ki aapako mera nambar mil gaya hai. haan. kek ka tukada, usane garv se kaha. ek photograaphar ke lie kisee modal ke nambar kee vyavastha karana kitana mushkil ho sakata hai? bindu, main muskuraaya. isalie? kya ho raha hai? hamm .. mujhe nahin pata tha ki isaka javaab kaise doon. kya main use bataoon ki main aadhee raat ko apane bistar par baitha tha, soch raha tha ki mujhe aisa ladaka kahaan milega jo mujhe desh bhar mein ghumaega? aur yah ki main us bahuprateekshit sadak yaatra mein pahanane vaale helamet ka rang aur dijain tay kar raha tha? darasal, vhaats ap ka savaal hamesha aisa hee hota hai. aap aamataur par aisee cheejen nahin karate hain jo phon par kisee ko batae jaane ke lie kaaphee dilachasp hain. to aap anivaary roop se jyaada kuchh nahin kahate hue samaapt karate hain. jo mainne tab kiya tha. zyaada kuchh nahin. bas sone ja raha hoon.  aakhirakaar, raat mein ekal ladakiyaan kya karatee hain, theek hai? saamaany ekal ladakiyaan, mera matalab hai. aham. oh. tum sone vaale the? mujhe maaph kar do. main aapako pareshaan karane ka matalab nahin tha nahin, nahin. yah aisa nahin hai. main shaayad itanee jaldee so nahin gaya hoga, mainne nukasaan ko theek karane kee koshish kee. agar koee ladaka aapako raat mein bulaata hai aur aap kahate hain ki aap sone ja rahe hain, to yah kristal spasht sanket bhejata hai: baz-oph. mainne us baare mein na sochane ke lie khud ko kosa. lekin aapane sirph itana kaha ki aap sone ja rahe the. umm… haan, lekin..oh, yaar. yah ajeeb ho raha tha. parantu? lekin aisa isalie tha kyonki mere paas karane ke lie kuchh bhee behatar nahin tha, mainne kaha. aur yah behatar hai?  usane phishing kee. khair, sach kaha jae-sone se behatar kuchh nahin. lekin phir, yah ek kareebee doosara ho sakata hai. kya aap mere saath majaak kar rahe hain? yah sone se behatar hai!  mainne aasaanee se jhooth bola, yah jaanakar achchha laga ki main use doosare chhor par muskuraata hua mahasoos kar sakata tha. phir, mujhe pata nahin tha ki kya kahana hai. aur vah, jaahira taur par, ek hee samasya thee. mainne poochha ki kya koee vishesh kaaran hai jisake lie usane mujhe phon kiya aur usane kaha ki vah sirph mujhe jaanana chaahata hai ki usake paas mera nambar hai. isalie, usake baad, baat karane ke lie kuchh nahin hone ke kaaran, hamane anashan kiya. haalaanki main nahin chaahata tha. aur mujhe lagata hai ki vah ya to nahin karana chaahata tha. jaisa ki mainne bedasaid laimp ko band kar diya aur sone ke lie ludhaka, mainne socha-agar mainne kisee din use det kiya, to kya vah mujhe ek shaant sadak yaatra par le jaega?

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