lambee dooree bekaar hai, Part-2

khushee kee baat hai


mujhe draiv karo .. ka sheersh. khushee kee baat hai. usane kuchh nahin kaha. tushaar? aap vahaan hain? tum achaanak chup kyon ho? mainne poochha. main soch raha tha ... bhagavaan ne mujhe itana paripoorn kyon banaaya? tum ladakiyaan mere pyaar mein itanee paagal ho jaatee ho .. kitana sach! yah ek anuchit duniya hai, hai na?  theek theek. umm ne phon par karane ke poore vichaar ke baare mein utsaahit kiya, chalo ab ek poorvaabhyaas karate hain! main shuroo karoonga, unhonne kaha. usakee aavaaj achaanak se badal gaee, usane poochha, to, tumane abhee kya pahana hai? tushaar .... ..main soch raha tha ... jab se tum ho nahin, kuchh mat kaho. mujhe andaaja lagaane do. chhote kaale dil ke saath yah sab khatm? tushaar!  main chillaaya. nahin? phir, bej ek? us par garm gulaabee les ke saath? oh, main itana pyaar karata hoon ki ek. jis tarah se yah aap par nirbhar karata hai, aur jis tarah se yah daraar-aapake oh ladake ko banaata hai! aap is baare mein gambheer hain! beshak. main aapakee sampatti aur kaise pooree tarah se kavar karata hai ke har vivaran par charcha karana chaahata hoon. kya mujhe lagata hai jaise main majaak kar raha tha? usane poochha. nahin. lekin mujhe nahin laga ki yah kaam karega! yah kaam kar raha hai? pahale se? mainne abhee tak theek se shuruaat bhee nahin kee thee. main to yahee soch raha tha ki kaise tumhaare nippal he, tushaar, mujhe tumhen vaapas bulaana padega, ’mainne kaha. kyon? pahale se hee pahunch gaya. "nahin, main gambheer hoon. yah vatsala hai. mujhe lagata hai ki vah ro rahee hai. kuchh gadabad hai?" usane poochha. mujhe yakeen nahin hai ... vahaan kuchh tha ... lekin mujhe laga ki ise hal kiya gaya hai. vaise bhee. lambee kahaanee, aapako vaapas bulaoon?  mainne poochha. zaroor. tum donon ka dhyaan rakhana. lav yoo baay. oh, chalo, vatsala. daravaaja kholo, mainne living room se dasaveen baar kol kiya tha. usaka kamara subah se hee band tha. aur main usake khulane ka intajaar kar raha tha, lekin vah ek baar bhee isase baahar nahin aaee. main tushaar aur mere baare mein use sab bataane ke lie mar raha tha, aur hamaaree lambee dooree ke rishte ke baare mein apanee asurakshaon ko saajha karane ke lie, lekin vah lag raha tha saamaany se adhik neend lena. isalie mainne use pareshaan nahin kiya tha. kabhee bhee mere saath aisa nahin hua tha ki usake saath kuchh galat ho sakata hai. kuchh din pahale cheejen sahee theen, kya ve nahin the? yah tab tha jab main phon par tha. tushaar ke saath jab mainne use apane kamare se baahar nikalate dekha, to kuchh paanee paane ke lie. mainne dekha kuchh galat tha. phatee aankhon aur laal naak ne yah sab kaha. lekin jab main lataka, tab tak usane khud ko phir se apane kamare mein band kar liya. vatsala! kya aap pahale se hee khoonee daravaaja kholenge?  chale jao daravaaje ke doosaree taraph se ek mufalis pratikriya aaee. par kyon? mainne kiya kya hai?

lambee dooree bekaar hai, Part-2

 ai akela chhodana chaahata hai.  is baar usakee aavaaz saaf thee. lekin main tumhen akela nahin chhodoonga. main jaanana chaahata hoon ki kya galat hai main aapako bata nahin sakata. yah vyaktigat hai. kya? kya mujhe aapake baare mein sab kuchh pahale se pata nahin hai? yah vyaktigat kaise ho sakata hai? mainne poochha yah sirph hai .. kuchh main vyakt nahin kar sakata ... aur aap nyaay karenge. "main nahin karoonga. aap mujhe ek lamba, thaka dene vaala vyaakhyaan denge, usane kaha. main nahin karoonga. vaada karo. ?  vaada karo. ek sankshipt thaharaav tha jisake baad daravaaja khula tha. mainne ghundee ko ghumaaya aur kamare mein daravaaje ko dhakka diya, usakee peeth par mere saath. aur jab main pravesh kiya to vah mudee nahin. kya galat hai? usase meree dooree banae rakhana. vah us prakaar kee ladakee thee. jab vah dukhee hotee thee, to vah kisee se is baare mein baat karana pasand karatee thee, lekin door se. mujhe nahin lagata ki usane kabhee kam mahasoos hone par kisee ko haath pakada ya gale lagaaya. ek jangalee anumaan lagao .. mujhe nahin pata tha. mujhe pata tha ki yah hamesha ek hee hai. ronit oberoy? kya hua?  main kal unase mil raha hoon. main jaanata hoon. main bhee jaanata hoon ki aapane ankit ko isake baare mein nahin bataaya hai? vatsala khulee khadee thee. aakhirakaar, usane javaab diya. aur yahee aapako pareshaan kar raha hai? ankit ke baare mein batae bina ronit ko dekhane jaana?  hammam .. vatsala, isake baare mein khud ko itana kathin samay na den. yah koee tithi nahin hai, yah ek baithak hai. yah kaam hai, mainne kaha. asal mein .. .vah door nikal gaya aur meree aankh se mila. usakee soojee huee aankhen yah sab kahatee hain. he bhagavaan. yah sambandhit kaam nahin hai, kya yah hai? to yah kya hai? aur kyon? mujhe nahin pata. usane mujhe usase milane ke lie kaha aur main na nahin kah saka. main bas nahin kar saka. vah ronit hai. main na kaise kah sakata tha? lekin isake baare mein mujhase jhooth kyon? aap bas itana kah sakate the ki aap use dekhane ja rahe the kyonki aap chaahate the, mainne kaha. yah aisa nahin hai. mainne is par koee yojana nahin banaee thee. vah bas .. jab ham mile, ham baat kar rahe the. phir.. . unhonne kaha ki vah mujhe kuchh samay ke lie dekhana chaahenge. aur ham is shukravaar ko svatantr the, isalie hamane ek baithak kee. koee any kaaran nahin hai? kaam se sambandhit kuchh nahin?

lambee dooree bekaar hai, Part-2

 aapane emateevee par kuchh slot ke baare mein kuchh kaha? usane laaparavaahee se isake baare mein kuchh kaha, matalab agar vah mere chainal aur saamaan ke saath kaam kare to use achchha lagega. . usane kaha. oh yaar. yah bahut seeriyas hai. mat jao, mainne kaha. main sthiti se nipatane ka koee aur tareeka nahin soch sakata tha. lekin main usase milana chaahata hoon, usane bahut kam aavaaj mein kaha. mainne vatsala ko kabhee us lahaje ka istemaal karate nahin suna tha. vah tabaah lag raha tha. aapake paas yah sab nahin ho sakata. aur ankit? kya mujhe yah bataane kee zaroorat hai ki aap usake lie kitane bhaagyashaalee hain? kya tum kabhee usake jaisa koee phir se paoge? kya ronit kabhee bhee aapakee dekhabhaal karega jis tarah se ankit karata hai? "vah chup rahee. nahin, vatsala. vah nahin, koee nahin kar sakata. jis tarah se ankit tumase pyaar karata hai .. . lekin main usase pyaar bhee karatee hoon! tumhen pata hai ki main ankit se pyaar karatee hoon." aur yahee mera matalab hai! mujhe pata hai ki tum kitana pyaar karate ho ek doosare. to ronit aapakee kahaanee mein kahaan phit baithata hai? usase na milen. yah sab kuchh barbaad kar dega. lekin .. mujhe nahin pata ki yah ronit ke baare mein kya hai. main use pasand nahin kar sakata. main to bas . . main samajhata hoon, vatsala. mera vishvaas karo, main vaastav mein karata hoon. lekin..mainne apana sir hila diya. oh bakavaas, usane use band kar diya tum yah sab nahin kar sakate. aur ankit ko ronit ke lie chhodana ... ankit ko kisee ke lie chhodana main kabhee bhee ankit ko nahin chhodoonga, usane jor se sir hilaaya aur aah bhar dee. yah sirph samajh mein nahin aata hai.  aur kaha. main tumhen kabhee nahin hone doonga. main nahin ja raha hoon, usane kaha. usakee aavaaz mein mujhe raahat dene ke lie paryaapt vishvaas tha. mainne muskaraaya.

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